Journal Testimonial

Last session with Queen Sensoria

Testimonial of a great submissive:

“I was very excited to be under the control of Queen Sensoria once again. The wait for COVID to be over was gruelling and I was excited to go to parties at Mistress Shiva’s dungeon.

The party began with serving the Mistresses during their dinner. I was sitting on the floor massaging the Mistresses feet as they chatted and ate their dinner. I was stealing glances at Queen’s beautiful feet.

Once the dinner was over, I diligently waited for the Mistresses on the floor (A sub is never allowed to sit anywhere else in the dungeon).

The session began with Queen tying me to the cross. The cuffing of my hand and feet slowly started to transition me into subspace. The cuffs are a symbolic gesture of giving up control and letting Queen do with you what she wishes.

Next came the masks on the eyes which keeps you guessing as to what’s coming next. It also stops any distractions and allows one to quickly go under subspace.

Queen started by flogging me. Slowly but steadily, she started to raise the force and tempo of her impacts. With each heavy impact you endure you start to feel her power overcome you. Each impact makes you want to endure more for Queen.

After changing between different kinds of floggers, Queen decided to clamp my nipples. After placing the clamp she sadistically tugged on them to make sure it’ll hold while she delivered her ministrations. The constant pain from the clamps steadily pushed me to deeper and deeper sub space.

At one point Queen asked me to count to 3. As soon as I reached 3 she flogged me very very hard, it sent the chains on the nipple clamps shaking and the pain from my nipples and bums created a deep sense of devotion to Queen Sensoria.

After flogging and caning me till I was tender Queen started sensation play. Her soft warm hands tracing my back and circling my already tender nipples sent shivers down my spine. She used gloves with varying textures to rub my sore back and it felt like fireworks in my head.

At this point she asked me to count to 5. I counted till 5 and kept on counting wondering what was happening. As soon as I let my guard down, Queen flogged me very very hard again.

The intense sense of being a plaything in the hands of a true sadist like Queen is so wonderful. I felt completely under her control and felt like I’m floating freely in subspace.

At some point Queen gagged me and kept on pushing me deeper and deeper into subspace with various tools of pain. She kept changing the tools as soon as she detected I was getting comfortable with the tool.

Towards the end of the session, She started to pull on the nipple clamps. In one quick pull she undid both the clamps at the same time. I was crying in sweet agony and I was so overcome with devotion, I just wanted to fall to my knees and worship Queen showing my complete submission to her.

She let me relax by her on the floor as she relaxed on the couch. She kept her beautiful feet on my lap and asked me to start massaging them. Usually, I’m a bit shy when it comes to worshipping feet in a more public setting. But today, I was so overcome with submission and devotion that I did not care. I kissed and worshipped her beautiful feet as I massaged them. I inhaled the scent of her warm feet and it felt like an honor to be by her side.

The session pushed a lot of my boundaries and it helped me become a much more submissive person. I worshipped feet in the public for the first time and I felt more comfortable letting myself go into deeper submission with Queen.

Just reminiscing the events have made me subspace a little. I feel truly lucky to be one of Queen Sensoria’s submissive.

Journal Testimonial

Caging the sub II

Step Two

After a successful first step of 24 hours and a day of rest, my submissive was ready for a new period of confinement. He was for now yearning for more. The next session would be of 3 days.

Here is his recountal this new step:

Back to chastity mode - Step 2

Back to chastity mode – Step 2

“After the successful first break in with chastity, my Queen decided 3 days for the next break-in. After a day of rest to heal from the chafing under the balls from the chastity ring, i was back under Her lock again.
This time She decided to change the configuration to see if it would help with the chafing. So my Queen decided to use the smallest spacer with the smallest ring and the largest anti pullout to see how it affected the chafing. I was also allowed to dab some silicone lube under the ring to make it more comfortable.

Day One

“On the first day, i had to go to work. This was scary for me since it was the first time i wore chastity out in public. Yet, the thought of being locked for Her and doing something challenging sent a rush of submission through me. She was gracious enough to hand me a spare key which i had to wear around my neck and would only use in case of absolute emergencies and even then only with Her permission. Heading out i was a little bit self-conscious and was stealthily checking my crotch now and then to make sure that nothing was too obvious. The day went quite uneventful and apart from the head of the penis chafing a little on my innerwear, the day was quite comfortable.

Caged, cbt'ed and bursting

Caged, CBT’ed and bursting

“At night, we read a couple of chapters of the book โ€œThe Hesitant Mistressโ€ and afterward discussed a little about how i felt when she had an orgasm and some nuances of how She likes to be orally pleased. Similar to the first time, i woke up about 2 or 3 times at night to slightly painful nocturnal erection attempts and had to get up and pee to calm the erection down. I was scared of waking up my Queen so i tried to be as quiet as i can by tiptoeing through the corridor while heading to the bathroom.

Day Two

“The next morning we woke up to my Queen demanding me to go down on Her. I felt so happy and proud to be asked to please Her and immediately crawled down between Her legs to please Her. The aroma of Her excitement mixed with the tight hold of the cage on the cock was driving me into a state of berserk. I was kissing Her inner thighs and around her clitoris to ease Her into the oral service. Usually, we try to put a pillow under her bum to lift her hips higher so that it’s a bit easier for me to lick Her. But today when i requested the same She denied the pillow and told me to work harder to please Her. Her display of dominance pushed me down to a deeper state of submission which masked the pain i felt in my neck. Being a masochist, pain is something i have always enjoyed, but this time, bearing pain for pleasing my Queen felt divine. My pain mixed with my Queenโ€™s pleasure seems to be doing something special to me. I licked her earnestly and was gifted with the opportunity to see Her have a strong orgasm. Afterward, a sweaty me was allowed to crawl up to Her and was allowed to hug Her tight. Even though i did not cum, i felt sated and happy beyond measure.

Feet love

Feet Love

“The day went pretty normal except that i started noticing a sharp pinch under the balls now and then. i moved the rings once in a while to deal with the pain and it seemed to go away pretty easy. I was quite tired from the disturbed sleep i had from the previous night and it made me appreciate my usual ability to sleep well. It also made me realize how it felt for my Queen who is a light sleeper and wakes up once or twice every night and has trouble going to sleep afterward. I understand Her pain now and feel bad about what She has to go through daily.

“As night started to fall in we decided to read another chapter of the erotic fiction we were following. I managed to go through about half of a chapter before the pain from the attempted erection became too hard for me to handle, i was tired and in pain and begged my Queen to let me out of the cage. She replied boldly:

โ€œI know you are in pain. But you have to get used to this. So, no, you will stay lockedโ€.

“Her strength and control over me put me in a deep submissive state which gave me enough strength to continue under Her lock. I am so grateful for Her strength and Her discipline. I again had a difficult night with having to get up numerous times to relieve myself.

Day Three
True Reward

True Reward

“I woke up the next day feeling quite tired but in deep submission. I felt a huge rush of love, respect, and submission for my Queen. She allowed me to kiss Her feet before we woke up. The day was quite normal and while the pinching under the balls still happened, it was less often than the day before.

“Towards the evening we were both done with our work and Queen decided that she wanted Her nails to be done. She had picked a bright red polish to put on Her nails and this is a color that always gets me excited. She played with the balls with her toes while i was focused on painting her other toes and teased me continuously through the whole process. It was extremely exciting and at one point i was afraid if Iโ€™d burst open the cage. I was leaking continuously and in large quantities and it felt like i was leaving a trail wherever i went.

“At night we had a lengthy discussion on the future and how She envisioned chastity would change our relationship. She wanted to stop PIV with me completely as She felt this would make chastity easier for me. While the power exchange of such an arrangement sounded very appealing the thought of living out this fantasy scares me quite a bit. We also discussed the possibility of Her having PIV with someone else while i would be made to stand on the side to serve Her and watch Her having sex. Again, while the idea is extremely exciting to me, i do not know if i would be able to handle the emotions that come with an arrangement like that. Chastity has done magical things to me so far so maybe a longer-term in it would probably strip my inhibitions and fear of our interest in cuckolding.

“Similar to the other nights i woke up to painful nocturnal erections again and this time i could not go back to sleep at all. i decided to poke around chastity-mansion for advice on how to handle chastity at night and it ended up taking me to this incredible blog called Real Female-led Relationship.

“By this time my Queen had also woken up and we decided to read some of their articles on how to do FLR. We were quite interested in the in-depth description of the hormonal changes and conditioning chastity does on the male brain and it explained a lot of symptoms i was going through. Eventually, She drifted back to sleep and i stay awake counting the hours until i might be released.

“Queen had informed me already that by 11 am that day She would consider the option to release me from chastity. I laid awake counting the hours till 11. Time was slowing down but eventually, it hit 11. I was filled with excitement and turned towards my Queen only to see Her in deep sleep. I did not feel pain, I did not feel frustration. I lay awake looking at her beautiful face. I felt a strong connection, immense love, intense devotion, and deep submission to Her.

I want to keep you locked until you kiss my feet and beg to me... And then I'll keep you locked some more.

I want to keep you locked until you kiss my feet and beg to me… And then I’ll keep you locked some more.

The Release

“Eventually, She woke up around noon and asked me to bring the key to the cage. I felt like a kid on Christmas morning all giddy and excited to get unlocked. She removed the cage and allowed me to enter Her. The orgasm that followed was so intense and strong that my brain couldnโ€™t register any pleasure from it. Then, Queen decided to play with my prostate and make me come again. In no time at all, She located the prostate and started massaging it while She was touching me with her other hand. I soon erupted to one of the strongest orgasms i had in my life and she directed the penis to my face so that all the cum fell on my chest and my face. I saw a primal and pure dominance on Her face that sent shudders through my spine. As i licked the cum clean from her hands all i could think was how lucky i was to become the property of my Queen.”

My submissive was very obedient throughout this whole session. It just makes Me relinquish for more, longer sessions…

A chastity cage is really a dominant’s best friend, such an empowering tool! The effect it has on the male could be compared to a hard drug. It makes me wonder if in fact it wouldn’t be the absence of some male hormones that makes the magic happen. Could it be that male hormones are either a driving force for them to do everything they can to get what they want, and that their mere absence turn them into benevolent, easygoing and entranced worshippers?

I just hope he will not have too much chafing from it, so we can restart this real soon!

Journal Testimonial

Caging the sub

Step One

Me and my personal submissive have settled on a first working device for his chastity training: the Locked In Lust Vice Mini, a device that allows for maximum adaptation.

I asked my sub to start a journal to describe the different steps we are going thru and his personal journey towards chastity.

Here is his first entry written about his first 24-hour locked in chastity:

“Queen decided to test the fitment of the newly arrived Vice mini cage for a period of 1 day. After Our/our prior failed attempt with a cheap Chinese metal cage We/we were both quite excited to get the cock locked up. She was generous and decided to start me off with the largest of all the chastity pieces. XL ring, large spacer and large anti pullout. After some trouble getting my excitement under control Queen came up with the brilliant idea of using ice packs to shrink the excitement down. Her genius never fails to surprise me. Eventually everything was packed in and the lock was clicked in place. I immediately felt a surge of submission flow through me.

So much better locked up! First 24-hour.
So much better locked up! First 24-hour.

“The cage was quite comfortable but the excitement managed to push the ring around the balls. Queen immediately decided to downgrade the ring to a medium and in no time I was back under Her lock. She was happy with the purple color of the cage and the way the penis looked in the cage. It made me feel extremely proud to have chosen something She approved.

“The day went pretty smooth and the cage felt extremely comfortable. It did not affect my ability around the house and apart from the sensation of a closed grip around the head of the penis everything felt quite normal.

“Soon I had the urge to use the bathroom. I have always peed sitting down when I am at Her place. Peeing in chastity though, was a lot different than what I expected. I could hear the urine flow out but had no sensation of it leaving me. It felt like the penis does not belong to me anymore (which was an exciting feeling).

“Soon it was night time and Queen wanted me to read Her the next chapter of a fictional erotic story series We/we started following. The story explores concepts of FemDom, denial and chastity. As I started reading the story my Queen started to fondle and tease me. She rubbed her palms on my thighs, sometimes gripped the cage, teased the head that was poking out from the cage, etc… The combination of the cage, the erotic story and Queen’s skilful hands started to drive me mad. I was moaning and squirming and shivering like a cat in heat. I was leaking precum like a broken faucet and Queen dabbed some on Her finger and fed me the juice of denial. Although I did not come that night, after I settled down from the excitement it felt peaceful. It felt like I had an orgasm but I had none of the downs one would feel after a male orgasm. I snuggled behind my Queen, thankful for letting me share Her warmth and drifted off to sleep.

Caged, cbt'ed and bursting
Caged, cbt’ed and bursting

“About 2 in the morning I was woken up by a sharp pain on the balls. The cock was trying to get hard and the ring was pushing the balls quite hard. I realized I have to calm myself down or it’s going to be a very long night. I started thinking about things that would normally help a guy calm down only to realize that I most of it doesn’t work for me. Eventually thinking about work helped me calm down and I drifted off to sleep. This happened once more that night.

“I woke up to the excitement of knowing that I might be released from the cage. Around 11 Queen decided to unlock me and started thinking whether She should continue my frustration or allow me an orgasm… Eventually She asked me to go down on Her. By this point I have already started associating Her sexual release to my release (when She comes, I get the sensation that I had an orgasm too). Soon all my senses were engulfed in the addictive stimuli of Her sexual release. Queen was kind enough to give me a release afterwards but made sure that I consumed all the release I produced (I have grown to like the taste of it and have started associating the taste to sexual release).”

This submissive is responding well to chastity. It presented an improvement in attitude and willingness to accomplish its chores as I want them. It became a lot more detail-oriented, a quality that I appreciate tremendously. It was also made more sensitive to My touch and attention, which is finally paying justice to My magnanimity…

See our next post on this here: Caging the sub II.